A new lesson learnt

People might not believe me when I say this but I am really loving this phase. I am loving being alone. The lesser I see people, the happier I am. The lesser I talk, the more peaceful I am. Though it's quiet sad that I have transformed from a person very talkative to one who finds solace in solitude, it also makes me realize how dependent I was. I always needed someone by my side. A shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold on to and a heart to love me. But now, I don't need anyone. I am self sufficient. I enjoy the company of myself. And trust me, it's heavenly. You do what you want and stay how you want. You are not answerable to anyone until you are not hurting anyone. I have learnt an important lesson. Life is wonderful when you actually don't have anyone to care for you or love you. But only when you have accepted the fact that you can be on your own and you love that phase. And when you have really attained it, believe me, nobody can hurt you.

Last hope dies

And here I lay
Beneath the hopes in heap
Tormented by memories
Tortured so deep
Past has the claws of an eagle
Future, the eyes of a wolf
Days loom over my solitude
And nights ready to engulf
I suffocate, I scream
While the world laughs at me
Vanishing in the void I see
Are my prayers to be set free
And here I lay
Beneath the indifferent sky
Knowing I'll perish very soon
I kill my wish to try